So, the decision has been made..

A few more months and memories are all I'll be left with..

...ah well, I guess it is still a good decision..

...to a certain extent..


Guys, I think I have a serious problem. As in, really SERIOUS.











I think, I'm turning into a.....













PAEDOPHILE!!!!!!







...actually not that shocking right?

I mean, I've always like babies and toddlers. Pardon the times when I sweared I'll never step into ROM and say the marriage vows. I'm just a little girl, and the thought of marraige, starting a family...spending the rest of my life with a man...The Same Man, just petrifies me. How to tahan?

That said, I have always like children. (just not for the idea of signing the marriage cert) For what reasons, I really have no inkling. But don't everyone just love the baby talk and the drool? The cute pinch-able rosy cheek, and stub-like limbs, which really look like bazhang...Times when they give you the 'I'm innocent' look.. or when a mischievous grin spreads across their adorable face after breaking something..Oh, and the smell that emits out from their porcelain smooth skin after a bath..So pure and light.. Those cute little angels..














"Don't you think I'm cute?"

"Yeah yeah..whatever..I'm cuter anyways.."




"Do you like me?"











"Hey, what you looking at?"











Man, I like them..



..I adore them..



..I love them..



..I can't live without them...





Man, I am really turning into a psychopatic PAEDOPHILE.


Kind of like a serious fixation?


Anyhow, I saw a really really really cute toddler today. About 6 to 7 years of age.. With his large puppy eyes and long dark lashes, (I can swear ..)he batted his eyelids at me, trying to mesmerize me with his irresistable charm. Well, he accomplished his mission.

So, I smiled at him..( now too enticed in his spell I couldn't tear my eyes off him..)

And the cute little guy ran away to his mama and papa..probably too shy..

I guess I have to make the first move..so I.....








Sat at my place to stare at him, willing him to look towards my direction..

Ha! Do I sound sick?


Well, I don't know what it was about this boy. I suspect he is just too good-looking. yup, even at his tender age, he could effortlessly charm a goddess' (moi) socks off! You know, it's really isn't that easy to gain my attention..Indeed, he possessed the makings of a good looker...a top model if you will.

Too bad. He's not of age...

..so I shall wait, for the day he transforms into a knight in shining armour. And together, we shall gallop (on his white stallion, of course) into the horizon..faraway..*carry on fantasizing about something that'll most probably not come true..

Wah, scully he really become S'pore's first top model, wow-ing every nationality all over the world. Making big bucks..

So maybe I can consider talentscouting as one of my occupations?