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mooncake/latern festival
Sunday, September 18, 2005

Mooncake/lantern Festival Celerbration

I had such a wonderful time today!!!

Qin.Jess. Jo. Hui Jeen(santa). Kobe. Jun. Jy. BenHeng. Wy.
They are really a fun group to be with. I mean, it's a good mix and i like.. =)

Anyway, we did what people do during this festival...light up lanterns and walk around(quite pathetic, we had a small perimeter to walk on), eat mooncakes, shang yue, use candles to design something on the ground (the sweet guys did a 4e4 sign!!), and for most of the night. we just sat in a circle playing 'truth or dare' while gorging ourselves with junk food! (and ice jelly cocktails)

Unbelievable-ly, it was honestly the first time I spent mooncake festival away from family. Wow. I'm taking a step further. (who will I do Christmas with?)

Don't worry people from the group mentioned above, your secrets are extremely save with moi..and i really don't like the whistling sparkle. I'm very timid, I know. But I'm still afraid of them.

Strange, I woke up just now feeling that all last night was all a dream. A very very long dream, consisting of both sweet dreams and nightmares...

(the following is an apology)

To Qin:
I'm guilty and deeply sorry for putting our friendship at risk. (is it at risk?or was it just a test) It was partly my fault because this whole thing/arguement wouldn't have started if i hadn't test the waters. Oh gosh...And I am so sorry for making you tear!!! I didn't really sound apologetic over the phone. But just to let you know, I feel like a complete bitch for hurting you or making you worry.

Besides the point that I'm sorry, I want to plead you to not not(don't even try) be close to me. Because, frankly, I would be the unhappiest person on the face of the earth. Remember what i told you about making life at school better for me? I bet you didn't know that and it's the truth.(cross my heart and swear to die) so imagine what life will be for me if there wasn't a you?

I know you do not like the idea of it. That was partly the reason why I did not tell you everything or anything for that matter. I was afraid you'd be...upset with stuff that I'll say, so I chose not to tell you.

I guess that was a wrong move, which was definately my fault, because best friends are supposed to tell every single event or emotions experienced to each other. So I'll tell you everything ok? But promise me you won't react the way you reacted when I told you about my parents being okay with it.

At that moment, I thought I'd let you know about what my parents felt...but i made you upset again..=( so that kinda put a wall between us, because I know that I can't share everything with you without making you feel negative. So if you ask, I'll say. I'll not even wait til you ask can..

so what do you think? Has our friendship cross the sea? Passed the test? Is there a way I can make it better besides...I hope so. If i lose this, it'll devastate me. Naturally, it's because you play a monumental role in my life. So please accept my apology.

Deb

Well, that went..rather...well.*weak smile on face

Oh, I wanna thank daddy for being so understanding. Really didn't expect you to let me make my own decisions. I hope I'm not making wrong ones and that i'll not disappoint you. I need you to help me cross the road. SAFELY.

And am happy that * is considerate enough. You're right.

For people who are sick of reading me write to Qin...sorry..cannot be helped. You wanna read about it de.

Therefore, I shall try my best not to make Qin upset anymore so there'll be less apologies?

Bittersweet~

8:00:00 AM