end of prelim..a new beginning
Friday, September 16, 2005
The official end of prelims!...yet another new beginning waiting for us. Scratch that. It isn't waiting for us, it's already here, staring us right in the eyes..Black cold Limpid pools... The 'O'. Sorry if i'm acting like a blardy wet blankie. I just wanna remind 'meself'. Chinese was..really..not alright. But, like I always say, it's over! No use regretting and moping over it.There IS one good thing about going to school for the paper though. Mr S**** invigilated my batch!!! And I was sitting right smack in the middle of the front row!!!Hey, I seem to treat everything without the slightest significance right? Like nothing is THAT important to me. huh..I really haven't found anything that will make me put all my heart and soul in. I've since lost the ability to love, to have the blazing passion for something, to feel so deeply for something/someone that I could not breathe without them. Sad. A life without passion is as good as being dead. I want to pump in some life!!! I miss playing vball! Anyone keen to go sentosa for a game of beach vball? I wanna soak up some sun! Play with some aqueous sodium chloride!! Make sandcastles with lover-ly modes around them!!! Lay on the soft white sand to get a tan (nevermind it increases the possibility of me getting skin cancer) !!!! I want to experience life on the beach again.I suddenly feel the urge to make a list of...What I'm grateful for.1. The Lord above
I know you are there always, watching over me, loving me. And you really do help me get through some toughies. Thank you!!!2. My wonderful, awesome, open, understanding, humourous, unpredictable, loving, watchful, yet not very mature daddy!!
lalala~I love you okay? And can you ask another question besides "Are you pregnant?" everytime you see me? Muacks!!3. My lover-ly, naggy but at the same time adorable (she really looks cute even when she is fuming/frustrated/upset) mommy!
hehe..I will listen to you in the future! At least try to.=) Although you don't really express it, I know you love me with your life. Muacks!4. My very *10^infintity irritating sister!
yeah, stop getting on my nerves can? Already look 60 and you still wanna make me age some more!!Aye, love you too la..but you really very..5. 4e4.United.Boleg!
Wah..what would I be without you guys! I don't know what is it. everyone is just so..together..at least I think so. I mean I think we are the only class that tries to do everything together - painting banner/sign board, picking pebbles, decorating of classroom, planning outings...the list does not stop here.. Even though some of us may have differences and disputes, I'm sure they can be worked out.6. Qin
Well, what can I say? It's your fortune to know me! and to be fair,vice-versa. Hope the seven-years-of-bad-luck spell won't vanish!7. Vball peeps!
Really made my life in xinmin. some not so like-able memories, some fantastic ones, others unforgettable ones. Defined my character since. Miss all the trainings and meals.. of course, I miss swiss. 8. Having proper education and a roof over my head.
Just look at the children in africa suffering from aids and malnutrition! And their living standard. I am thankful. Even for the electricity and hot water!9. Being complete. As in not handicapped. All 5 senses in proper working condition.10. Being well-to-do.
(don't wish to elaborate because it comprises of a whole load of stuff i'm grateful for.)11. Nice-ness!
12. Happiness...
I'm happy just by looking at all the stuff I'm truly grateful for. Although most of the time i do take them for granted, I'm happy now!can't think of anything else for the moment. Maybe I'll update it?Oh, I'm happy for another reason. Summer and Seth are back TOGETHER!!!!p.s. Can anyone offer to buy the O.C. season 1 and 2 for me????Please???*implores into your eyes with her own bambi ones..
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