Decisions, decisions...
Friday, September 11, 2009
*Big sigh*
It just struck me.. how important some decisions are. They literally make or break you.
Oh, it's an epiphany, alright. But not a good one.
Had a really good talk with Clar and Haz on separate issues..
We weighed the pros and cons. Viewed the problem from multiple sides. Put ourselves in others' shoes. Came up with alternative solutions. Then went back to weighing the pros and cons.. and the cycle repeats itself.
I wouldn't go so far as to say that I'm suffering from quarter-life crisis. (I'm still sane, unlike a certain Dad I know who's going through mid-life crisis. Heh, joking la) It's more of.. what am I going to do with my life? Which path should I take? How are relationships going to play out if I do this or that?
I guess everyone goes through this phase.
Hmm.. but I can (and should) rest assure and have peace in my very bones.. (not only in my heart) that everything will turn out just as God intended. Because He has a plan for me. Yups.. Even the minor little details that are bugging me know.. it will all be good tomorrow.
Tsk.. I reckon that listening to James Horner (it has been loping for about 3 hours now) doesn't really help with the 'emo' state that I'm in. Titanic is too sad!
For now..
Should I snack on my favourite shortbread, while I continue to trough through my lab report.. or should I stick to my diet plan? (which is not going well at all..)
Hmm... Decisions, decisions...
1:08:00 AM
