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Oh yes, greatest ambition is to be a mom.


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reality
Sunday, April 16, 2006

Reality

First of all, I finally completed my first draft for PI!!! *clap clap*

Still the same old problem..waiting til the last minute to chiong. *tsk tsk* bad habit. must change. But..but...at least, I did it by SAturday! THat means, unlike in the past, when I'd wait til the last seconds of sunday to cram in every bit of homework, I actually completed the PI a day earlier then my usual undisciplined self!

Well, that's cause I'll be spending the whole day celebrating Easter Sunday tomorrow...so no choice.

Homecoming DAY!!!
I thought it'd be the whole reunion thing and meeting the teachers..and you know, all the heart warming stuff. Sigh...half of the class weren't gathered..we were all split into our little cliques(yes, we aren't as united as we once said we were), more than half of our subject teachers either retired or resigned. The remaining were too busy helping out with their present class' stall. OH!! but Miss Ng took time to chat and take a few photos with us! I miss her!!! And everything about XMS.

It's just all the familiarity and comfort that I felt when I stepped into the compound. Overwhelming. Despite the large majority(redundant usage of words) of unfamiliar juniors..it's the place and teachers I miss the most.

And it's really upsetting to know that this can only be felt in XMS because there's no place like it where everyone is still sort of innocent and unscheming. You know, the 'outside world'(as kobe likes to put it), is completely different from what it's like in Secondary School.

Sigh.

So anyway, we took a great deal of time to decide what to do and where to go after the homecoming. As usual. I think it's the guys' fault. Indeed, they'd make better old folks(po ma) than us girls..

In the end, it's MAHJONG at the house of the qian jing...moi..

Pure enjoyment.

NOT!

I tell you, I've never played til I go burst! AND..and...it's cause the allocation of the money was screwed..bah!!!!

And! I almost 13 yao okay!!!!!! left yi wan and jiu wan..then kobe had to hu at that instant!! It was meant to be mine!!!!!! The 13 yao tiles just kept coming!! GAH!!!!!

Jojo, Jess, and Kobe big winners la..

oh..and I first time see JY bankrupt! Hahaha...experienced, no luck also no good..

And our table was like 1.5 rounds faster than the other. One serious and the other just kept suaning eric. It's really a wonder he hasn't throw a fit and basically retaliate! Kudos to you!

Still good fun though.

After which, it was more decision making. A long one...Our dinner destination.

Broadway?

Compass?

Hougang point?

Hougang mall?

Town?

Heartland mall?

Hougang POint?

No..compass...

Don't want la..go Hougang mall..

Broadway...

Eeeeeee...

..Compass la..

..majority stay in hougang leh..so hougang point!

Hougang mall la..

In the end, I decided on broadway. Simply because I stay like within a 50m radius of the coffeeshop and since they were at my place, it would be most convenient.

8:00pm
ordered food.

8:07pm
ordered drinks

8:22pm
start eating

8:39pm
finshed eating. Talk starts.

9:00pm
talking about difference between poly and JC life..which somehow became the topic on premarital sex and..other forms..real life examples such as tammy..

9:47pm
Still on sex. Then became gangs..you know, gangsters..smokers..drinking..

10:28pm
the working world..how it is so entirely different from what I've perceived to be..in fact, everything that I thought was simple turns out to be full of complications of cause and effect. The sort.

10:53pm
End. If not no bus to go home.

I don't know what it is about such sit-down-and-talk-about-life talk with these guys, especially Jun..it never fail to amaze me. Well, mostly I'm mortified at how corrupted and completely calculative everything is.

Like..there is never this wait-til-marriage-day-for-the-union-between-two-being mentality anymore. Sex is just sex. It doesn't bother teens who they do it with, when and where.

Or how gang fights start with a simple staring competition or even a defeat in a game of basketball. Sorelosers.

Losers who gather in a group do not deserve to be branded as gangsters. In fact, I think they bring disgrace to the actual meaning of gangs and brotherhood. Where's the loyalty that was previously portrayed by their older generations. These losers only know how to threaten and fight in large groups. And what do they do when one of their 'brothers' get whacked? They run. Losers. Drink a little bit of blood..tattoo here and there.gang already meh?

Now everyone just cares for themselves...selfish selfish world.

Yup. I really have to thank Yong Jun for enlightening me..not only last night..but for the many advice you gave. Haha..without it, I'll still be this little lamb lost in her little own yard thinking life is all about the green grass and sunshine and bouncing everywhere. And the greatest obstacles would be choosing the spot to shit in.

What he said really got me thinking about my future and how uncertain everything is. If I want a good life, I'd better work my arse off from this moment. It'd take a great deal to keep reminding myself though.

And the conversation got me thinking about my priorities, presently. Which are more important and if it is worthwhile. The more I think, the more stupid I see myself to be. Ah well..not that I'm stupid..it's just the way I chose to handle stuff. No aims whatsoever. And if any..it's really unrealistic.

Ha.

I just hope everything works out fine.

oO

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!


2:33:00 AM