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Twenty.
UWA.
Beachbum.
Kooky & sometimes OCD-ish.
Oh yes, greatest ambition is to be a mom.


I love...
God. Family. 'Corner corner'.
Beach Volleyball.
Movies under the stars.
California Maki.
Beansprouts.
Corona and Lime.
Hokey-pokey flavoured ice cream.
Daisies.


Current Music
"Tear Down the Walls"


wish list
iPod Classic.
the winds to stop and the weather to turn warm!


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{♥}Zen aka. Lady Boss
{♥}Jade aka.hot ang mo
{♥} Boon
{♥}Cherell + Rachel
{♥}Deb Chia
{♥}Michelle
{♥}Mindy
{♥}Racho
{♥}Zihui aka. the economist

{♥} Cell

{♥} Chuan Kai
{♥} Derek
{♥} Dominic
{♥} Yanyi

{♥} Becky
{♥} Boon Kian


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all rolled up!!
Saturday, October 08, 2005

Today is positively the most, shall I say, emotional day of the week, or month..whatever..

Actually nothing big happened, it's just that I experienced a whole deal of feelings..anger, sadness, longing, insanity, shock, reluctance... not forgetting happiness too.. I felt like I was taking a rollercoaster ride, one second going up, the other diving down. A helpless rag doll flung and hurled around. Unwanted, with absolutely no control.

The classroom looks bare without all the deco. Yes, we took everything down. By everything, I mean every single notice and construction sheet. The whole room looks like how it was before we beautified it with our colours, laughter and lameness. Now it's just an empty box with unsightly green rectangular structures as notice boards, and 30+ dull brown tables and chairs..

Doesn't it seems like an indication? A reminder that we are to leave the room (and school) 1 week + 2 days later, for our study break. Oh well, I knew this day has to come. But does it have to be so soon?

I can't believe I hadn't watched 'Batman Begins' when it first hit the theatres some 3 months ago. It's so good!! (although it is a tad slow in the beginning) It's like this this mystery that keeps unfolding but the answer to the mystery seems so blur.. You get what I mean? I have to say, this version is definately better than the previous ones. It's darker, cooler, humourous (during the appropriate scenes) and more jam packed with action!!!

And I thought 'Corpse Bride' was going to be the last movie I'll be watching. Last as in before the 'O'. After which, I'm going to go for movie marathons like nobody's business. No one can stop me!!

Dad: What do you guys want for dinner?

Me: Nothing!! I'm on a diet!!

Mom: I just ate at the office..some celebration, a light one will do..

Sis: MacDonalds!!! (her answer to the what-do-you-want-to-eat question everytime)

*note that I said I didn't want to touch any food* (yeah you health freaks and believers in exercising, shake your heads for all you want!! I just didn't feel like eating!!)*

Later on while ordering dinner at the 19th hole...

Waitress:Are you ready to take your order?

Mom: Ham and egg sandwiches..toast, thank you..

Me: *thinking about the the pastries I saw at the counter* Can I have a chocolate brownie, blueberry cheesecake, california maki, and toro+swordfish sashimi.. *beems at the waitress* Oh, and a glass of chilled Calsberg..Thanks..

Waitress: cannot..you are supposed to be on a diet..

Me: Why not you *i*ch??!!! No one can tell me when or what I should be eating!!! *pounces onto the female-doggy and tries to pull out her greasy hair..

Horrified, parents tried to pull us apart in vain. I'm still shaking and scatching her like some chimpanzee gone mad.. Police were called in and managers were questioned. A chaotic scene. And now, I'm updating in the holding room waiting to be released. Headlines tomorrow: Student from SEA school gone mental

In case any of you believe the above is true, of course it isn't!! Let's continue from where reality stopped - my order.

After the waitress left with a bewildered expression on her face. (who in the world order so much un-dinner-like food?)

Dad + mom + sis: I thought you said you were on a diet?

My reaction? Beemed some more!! What?!! I'm a glutton cannot ar? I live to eat!! Well, I'm a liar too. When I claim I'm on a diet, I'm actually lying.. *grins*

Another day has arrived, a whole range of emotions for me to explore once again.


"...It doesn't matter who you are underneath this surface..It is what you do that defines you.."

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